Horror

So, it's kind of weird to write this because it's been such a long time coming to where I am now. A while ago I developed something that made me feel extremely weak and I couldn't tell you what It was. It's this thing that made me feel extremely unhappy, and I know I should have done something with it. I went on vacation, I went to school, and I did all these things even when I was feeling like crap. When you're used to some pain you kinda forget about it. You feel as it will eventually go away. Part of it was also this lazyness inside of me that I have.

 About a week ago I finally went to a doctor and I got back my results back on Monday. I was told that my glucose is high and this is most likely due to diabetes. My dad has it and it also runs in his side of the family. To some of you it might seem that i'm making a big deal out of it, but I'm extremely happy. I have big hopes about starting to feel better. I want to be able to do things and not feel like there's something wrong with me. I want to be able to play with my dogs for more than hour. I also want to become healthier. 

I figured I would post this because it's an extremely important point in my life. After tomorrow when I go do my test, i hope that i come home with a new view. I'm not scared the most about the test, but more about what could possibly be wrong, and if they can fix it.